Tout, ma vie qoui. laissez des comms! XOXOX

Oh YEAHHHHH! my god, a ''FAMILY GUY'' flashback hehe

Man, i don' even know where i can start with you guys. I can honestly say that i'm willing to move in with you guys anytime! (thnks for the invitation but not likely i could be allowed leave my parents roof). I seriously hope i can come this summer and shit and maybe we can go to portland or even Sea-Tac!, we'll have to do pics too, i like to have fotos for the album and stuff. Remember the old times?

and BTW Cam, i pirated your songs, lol. that's what you get for being a prat :D:P. I love you guys sooo much xoxo

Well this is one of my poems/songs. i dunno just felt like posting it


When I first met you, I loved you
When I met you I despised you
Now I know you're leaving
And I think I'll cry
And when you're gone
I'll want to die

Chorus: He loved her like a junkie loved drugs
Like an alcoholic needed his booze
All he wanted was her hug
But he had everything to loose

See life within the skin's reflection
I want to explain this to perfection
How patient can I be
Until I wait till the world falls on top of me

Chorus

He tried to draw a road
He tired to build her face
With a stack of broken ropes
To measure his disgrace
For her, her soul, her matter, her everything

Chorus

Eat the dirt
Till it hurts
Till you burp
All the hurp
You've been feeding me (x 2)

ok this might be a bit intense so don't mind...

I'm going to say what I really mean: I don't want to be labelled, I don't want to be liked for who I'm not, not anymore anyway. Many of you have no idea how much I have changed over the past months (but I had reasons to be screwed up). Even though I lost people that could've had as friends, I don't regret anything as I am moving on and not paying attention to any negative energy that may linger. As I said, calling me a ''grungie'',''freak'' or ''indie'' won't make me feel better nor worse, it's just sad to think that I could want to be something I don't care about being. The truth is if I don't dress like an alice in chains fan, I still have the same mentality and philosophy these people may have. It's not only about Mark Arm (just an example) being a role model or something.

I admit I tend to like people who loathe baths, grow long hair and people that sit in their corner playing with their flannel shirt or with the fangs of their ripped jeans. The types who have nothing better to do than listen to classic rock-punk, feel depressed, serene, drink, smoke, and love something intensely that it hurts. Guys who have nothing better to do than play with tattoo needles or see who can puke the most.

I can't help but to feel this way but I used to be known as ''Jackieass'' (big fan of the TV show Jackass,Viva la bam,home wreckers,CKY and wild boyz) as I used to hang around with ''dudes'' (my best friends :D) who would maze each other with pepper spray just for kicks (I did too XD). My point is, is when you have to move somewhere else, you already change unconsciously but after all it's worth it because you meet great people who change your life and make you seem whole. I know what I'm talking about because I have been effected by the people that I love,like,care and cherish, I'm effected in this moment by someone I have loved for the past school year! I love that person so much; it makes me ill in the stomach. And NO, I'm not telling any of you who it is! : P you'll have to wait till hell freezes before that! Lol!

Lasts... There are so many things about so many lovely people I know, about my feelings, my passion for music and art and shit, my love, my friendship, my empathy and lots of other stuff. It's just if I do, you'll be reading this till tomorrow morning so you might as well concentrate on the essential.
I don't want to leave you now...
But I have to go (: D hehe)...
Okay i'm going now
Bye...Bye

J'ADORE 7 TOF
je vous adore xoxoxoxox